what goes around comes around.

sakit nya hati,luruh jiwa.
1 lg kehilangan yg tk pnah aku jangka.
aduhhhh!
semlm tu perkara yg lepas dan tk mungkin berulang.
maka bersedia utk hari ini.
jgn memikirkan hari esok yg belum pasti.
insyaAllah.
Allah,keep me strong.

suka suka :D

sometimes,only words can describe a feeling.heee~i am damn bored yesterday,so i wrote a meaningful essay.it was fun!i want to do it again and again. :D

28.11.08-Happy Anniversary to my parents

Tanjung Durian?

ahaha.we were having fun yesterday.me;Arif;Noddy and Ika berchatting bersama2 dgn riang nya.ekeke.we are the members of Tanjung Durian.sambil mkn durian kita minum Arif's cafe. x) walaweii!we have our nick name given by the members;
Arif; Arif's cafe (aku tk pnah dgr pun kopi ni), si ank MUMMY,virus SEWELISME dan apa lg ek?

Noddy;pompuan(ekeke),org utan xD

Ika;si JANDA BERHIAS,org asli,apa lg ah?

Aku aka Wani;si awet muda =P,janda cerai talak 3(sengal gila korg),Gloria,dll.

ahaha.it was fun.so,next time kita conference lg key?

p/s-sorry to kak Raz kerana terkena penyakit sewelisme.ekeke.

Najwa's birthday party ;)

"Happy Birthday to Najwa,Happy Birthday to u"

it was fun,totally fun!Najwa's mom cooked various type of food but i was unable to eat all.haha.okey okey,Najwa enjoyed her birthday so much!Sir Zainal was there too. (-,-")

here are some pixies;

tiup lilin dulu :)

nyummy~

us!

nothing much to say.everyone enjoyed the party! ;D

ordinary day;

i watched Oprah Winfrey last night;
"if only i had one more day to spend with,
who will that be,
what will i do with his/her,
and what will i say to him/her"
and tears rolled down from my eyes.
it reminds me about the people that i love.
Nick Lachey sang "Ordinary Day"
he is too good;no wonder i like him.haha.

I wish I could tell youthe things

I never got the chance to

I wish I was with you now

to see you smile again

I wish we had more time

but time goes by so fast

The moment comes and

Then the moment passes by

In the blink of an eye

And If I had one wish

I Wouldn't ask for money

I wouldn't ask for fame

I wouldn't ask for the power to

make this world change

If i could have one thing

that one thing that

I would choose is one more ordinary day with you

With you

I wish I could see you

and be there where my arms could reach you

i wish I could let you know

how much you touch my life

maybe a little time

is all the time we get

The Words we long to say are words that go unsaid

you can go back again

But if I had one wish

I Wouldn't ask for money

I wouldn't ask for fame

I wouldn't ask for the power to

make this world change

If i could have one thing

that one thing that I would choose

is one more ordinary day

With you

I wish we had more time

Time goes by so fast

The moment comes and

Then the moment passes by

In the blink of an eye

But if I had one wish

I Wouldn't ask for money

I wouldn't ask for fame

I wouldn't ask for the power to

make this world change, no

If i could have one thing

that one thing that I would choose

is one more ordinary day

Just one more ordinary day

with you

with you

O:)

desaru;22.11.08

nothing much to say about Desaru.we were suprised!Desaru has changed a lot.i do remember the first time i went there.err..about 5 years ago.it was beautiful;and we had lots of fun there.we decided to go back after seeing the surrounding.*sigh*

what disappoints us is to see the musolah.it is full of dirt and looks ugly.yeah,i can say that.a place for us to pray is dirty!pihak yg bertanggungjawab tolonglah baiki kawasan surau tu.itu fardhu Kifayah.but,i am happy to see Masjid Bandar Penawar.it is beautiful,clean and peaceful.sadly,i can't perform my solat there.but i am happy to see the surrounding. :D

whatever it is,we can spend our time together though we only sat in the car. ;( insyaAllah,we will go to a better place.it reminds me of Penang. =P

weird -,-"

i had a strange dreams recently,and i am afraid of it.
i still can't find the reason why.
is it a good dream or the other way round?
mungkin mainan syaitan,harap2 ia tk kan berlaku.
:((

the real me;

i am not telling u about my name,age etc.u already know that.its about the real me.haha.pengakuan hebat ni!

Sikap

cerewet;amat mementingkan kesempurnaan.heee~demand sikit dlm hal2 yg penting.lantak ah korg nk kata apa,tp aku memg demand.
tak suka kena marah;yeah tegurlah aku dgn berhemah.jgn nk tengking2 sesuka hati.hee~lg korang tengking,sah2 ler aku tk ikot apa yg korang ckp.
pelik tp benar; xD mcm mana ek?aku suka apa yg org lain kurang suka.mcm tu ler.tp tk ler plek sgt.sikit2 je
sensitif dlm certain perkara;aku tk suka org ungkit tntg masa lepas aku.biar lah ia berlalu x) aku ni lembut hati sikit.cepat je meleleh kalau da tk thn.haha.my friends know it. ;)
cpt mengalah;mungkin sbb aku ank sulung,aku byk mengalah ar.tp aku jenis simpan je dlm hati,kang bila da tk thn.mcm gunung berapi xD haha.tp jarang ah.sethn sekali je!
tk suka dipertikaikan.chewah!aku tk minat ah org kata aku ni,aku tu.sukati ler!asalkan benda tu tk langgar Syarak,aku rasa okey.setiap org ada kelemahan masing.aku tentukan hala tuju aku.
manja;tp dgn org tertentu je.haha. x)

Boys

hee~cita rasa yg pelik.da mention dulu.tp secara jujur,aku tk kan suka org kalau dia tk suka aku.hee~u must start first!ada certain lelaki yg aku tkleh jd kan lebih dari kwn.idk why.dan aku suka org yg jauh2.haha.kalau frust ke,tk ganggu plajaran.ye tk?aku suka lelaki yg caring.hehe.penah nmpak sorg budak laki ni,jaga adik2 dia masa kt tepi pantai.i won't forget that guy.walaupun tk handsome mana,tp sikap caring dia tuh yg wat aku ca-ir.xD

My Addiction

coffee.satu hari tanpa kopi,paham2 ler hidup aku mcm mana.bila minum kopi,aku akn jd hyper kejap.ahahaha. :D
handbags,shoes etc;girls ever wanted things;tp aku kedekut sikit nk blanja guna duit aku.biasa nya,mama ler yg support xD.
novels;heee~i like reading.satu hari tk baca buku mcm tk lengkap hidup.novel pilihan;romantik tp masih kekal dgn unsur Islam.
english songs;memg suka giler.more than Malay songs,sorryy!
spaghetti;kalau ada spaghetti,sarapan,lunch dgn dinner aku mkn tu je ah.ahahaha. xD
the Macho-est guy;Nick Lachey. x)

these people;

let me tell u about my beshties and how much i love them;

Nurul Sirin bt Zailani(cin)

-dia amat suka kuda.tk abis2 dgn ekuin dia tuh.seorg yg gila2 dan byk ckp tp klau org yg tk knl dia akan kata dia sombong.hee~muka dia memg payah nk senyum sikit.addict dgn cikgu F.hak hak hak. =P

Nurafiqah Syahidah bt Moideen(ika)

-muka dia ala-ala minah Arab sikit.hehe.dia umpama ustazah ler dlm geng kita org tp perangai dia ni lain mcm.kdg2 baik,kdg2 jahat sikit =P suka yg amat kt "tomato".muahahaah.dia tk bper rapat dgn laki ler.ye ah,kata ustazah.haha.tp bila dia da kuar tanduk,ntah pape je dia wat.ahahah. xD

Nadiah bt Ebi Shahrin(nad)

-mak cik sorang ni byk ckp.dia jd diam kalau Nadzmi ada jer.haha.kuat cemburu ouh! =P dia ni pandai,so jgn main2!haha.nad duduk dkt dgn aku,so bila tkda keje je kitaorg borak.muahaha.kata kepoh!amat addict dgn Nadzmi yg kiut ler jugak tp nakai.

Nazatul Zahiah bt Muhamad Mustaffa(naza)

-org kata dia ni kembar Nabihah.haha.sbb spek dia tuh yg sebijik dgn spek Nabihah.=P bf dia nun jauh di Penang sana*bkn Rozaib yer*.aku rapat dgn dia.slalu balik dgn dia*memg ah,da yg lain pengawas*.haha.dia addict dgn Cikgu Sanusi.muahaha.tp dia suka ngorat Cikgu SS aku.nyampah!

Thivya a/p Maran(thiv)

-minah ni je yg non-muslim dlm geng kitaorg.hehe.dia da berpunya.opss! xD haha.dia ni kira baik ar jugak tp otak berkarat.haha.kira blh geng dgn Hafiz ah!dia memg kelakar,suka ckp bkn2.haha.

2008;can i say goodbye?

time pasts very fast.faster than i ever notice.but that is okay,i will be mature than before.life teaches us to cry,to laugh,to understand. :) Allah gives us happiness and sadness;as His servants,we should not blame Him of what He have given to us.ourselves must be ready for everything.Allah tak akan membeban kan hambaNya dgn sesuatu yg tak mampu hambaNya hadapi.

2008;i cry a lot in this year.i have learnt to be stronger than before.gee~i am not a strong person who can accept the fate given. ;( but i learn to accept it bit by bit.i realise there is a good thing beneath the bad.Allah tu Maha Adil. :D

but i do laugh a lot;happy moments with my family and friends will forever be remembered. :D
i try to be a better daughter,sister and friend. :) though it is hard,but i have tried my best.and i am happy to see them happy.

it is time to say goodbye to 2008.mama says;ur honeymoon have over.its time to focus more.waduh waduh!haha.

cuti ku buhsan yg amat!

geee~i'm bored.what do i do for this holiday?

• watching tv of course!haha.it reminds me about my primary school life.i was so fanatic to cartoons such as Digimon,Beyblade and Cardcaptor Sakura. xD i miss that time.but now no more.heee~i am big already but still,i watch the same cartoons that i had watched when i was little. :)

• novels and novels! :D i have finished 2 novels;Adam dan Hawa and Relaku Menanti.i am reading Salju Sakinah;an Islamic novel.same as Ayat-ayat Cinta.i think we should make a movie from this novel.hee~agree?

• sms-ing?not really.he was too busy watching tv.okay okay,i understand. ;( he is not mine anyway.so,he can decide what he wants to do.i do not want to have an argue with him.huuu~i am not able to on9 as long as i want.izzat have conquered the computer.grrrrrr.. :((

• cookinggg! :D i can try new meals each day.but depends on my mood.ngeheheh.if i want to cook,then i shall do it!haha.

so,what else eh?nothingggg to do actually.i miss school x)