Wednesday, September 17, 2008

demam lagi ;(

wow..
baru 2 minggu puasa dan sy sudah 2 kali demam.
it was like..idk..
this year is the year of demam kot..
hahaha..
=P
seriously,i never fell ill years before..
just sakit sikit2 sje.
but this year..
i was ill on April,September and September..
nvrmind!

i went to school by public bus as i wanted to repair my watch and bought stationaries..
i felt DIZZY and the hot wheather made me felt even worse!
then,i reached school and blaja blaja..
but during agama i slept..
ustaz asked me why so ika said that i had a fever..
during solat Zuhur..
i did not have the guts to be the Imam so i let Shafiqah to conduct the solat..
and i almost fell down during solat..
*this is what i hate the most,i cannot do anything when i have a fever*
during p.seni and geografi..
i slept!
*looked how much time that has been wasted*
for b.melayu,i just copied the notes while cikgu Arba'iyah did lisan with my classmates..

when i arrived home,i was too weak..
waited for berbuka puasa and ate the panadol..
after i had my bathe and solat..
i slept again!
hahaha..
i did not study at all..
waaaa..
totally dead!

at 3..
i woke up to solat Isyak and solat Taubat..
did some exercise before helping Mama to cook for Sahur..
i think that i may not be sleepy anymore..
i had had enough rest..
:D

Monday, September 15, 2008

kampung oh kampung :)

hee~
lmbt tulis blog(AGAIN)
bz sket.
haha.
:D


and yeah.kami berbuka di kampung sabtu lepas.
ayah had to go earlier bcoz he had to settle some work.
so,mama drove alone and i sat beside her.
*memndg kn da lama xduduk sit dpn.mula laa rase pening2 tu*
tp perjlnan kami yg sepatutnya 45 min jd 2 jam.
why eh?
it's mama's fault.she wanted to look for NGV and only a few petronas station have that.
so,mencari2 sampai laa g tebrau,johor jaya,seri alam till sampai kampung.
we found 3 petronas station.
mama kata;cari pengalaman,nti senang nk isi.LOL



at kampung,
hee~
me,epul,mama and ibu cooked varieties of FOOD!
*yeap.special sket*
me and epul made kuih buah melaka/onde2.
but i prefer to call it onde2.
haha.
onde2 sgt SEDAP!
:D






kami buat :D

lps tuh,kami wat terawih bersama2.BESH sangat.

and i slept early.penat sangat!

i got tagged.HAIYA!

The rules:1. Link to your tagger and post this rules.
2. List eight (8) random facts about yourself.
3. Tag four (4) people at the end of this post and list their names.
4. Let them know that they've been tagged by leaving them a comment on their blog.

tagged by Hanii

1.sy pendek(hahaha..)

2.sy PONTENG ari sabtu lepas(ade sbb2 tertentu) =P

3.sy kena kurus(yeap!some1 ask me to) perghhhh!

4.sy nak raya!(hoho..) :D

5.sy dapat sedara baru semlm :)) (nama dia ape ek?)

6.sy MALU teramat sgt +_+ (my family knows why)

7.kakak yg mcm barbie doll tuh kata sy MANJE(hak3..is it?)

8.sy xtau nk tagged sape ni.LOL


I tag..

~alia syazwani.NGEE~

~huie theng.ERKK..u ade blog x?

~abg asfan.-tuh pon klau abg bace blog adk

~NONE.haha.any1 blh.

Friday, September 12, 2008

i can't hate you anymore

Ohhh.An empty room can be so deafening,
The silence makes you wanna scream.
It drives you crazy,
I chased away the shadows of your name,
And burned the picture in the frame,
But it couldn't save me.
How could we quit something we never even tried?
Well you still can't tell me why.
(chorus)We built it up, to watch it fall,
Like we meant nothin' at all,
I gave and gave, the best of me,
But couldn't give you what you need.
You walked away, you stole my life,
Just to find what you're lookin' for,
But no matter how i try,
I can't hate you anymore.
I can't hate you anymore.
You're not the person that you used to be,
The one I want who wanted me,
And that's a shame but,
There's only so many tears that you can cry before
It drains the light right from your eyes,
And I can't go on that way,
And so I'm letting go of everything we were,
It doesn't mean it doesn't hurt.
(chorus)We built it up, to watch it fall,
Like we meant nothin' at all,
I gave and gave, the best of me,
But couldn't give you what you need.
You walked away, you stole my life,
Just to find what you're lookin' for,
But no matter how i try,
I can't hate you anymore.
Sometimes you hold so tight it slips right through you hands.
Will I ever understand?
(chorus)We built it up, to watch it fall,
Like we meant nothin' at all,
I gave and gave, the best of me,
But couldn't give you what you need.
You walked away, you stole my life,
Just to find what you're lookin' for,
But no matter how i try,
I can't hate you anymore.
I can't hate you anymore.

a song that i listen when i've broken up with someone.
ngee~
and till now,masih sedih bila dgr.
heee.
sgt2 jiwang.
but,i like nick lachey.
dia luahkan perasaan dia dlm lagu.
:)

now till ....

whoa.
da msok 11 ari berpuasa.
:)
so,kna byk kukuh kan ibadat.
but,i haven't started my solat hjt etc.
coz i'm damnly pnttt!
tp pnt bkn alasan utk kita melupakan ibadah.
takot di akhirat nti Allah tnya..
"masa ber-sms ade,knpe masa utk solat sunat xda?"
fuhh..
mati nk jwb ape!
i'll try!
:D
nk wat ibadat pon xsusah.
kdg2 kte berzikir masa jln nk g skola.
well,thats ibadat.
kita senyum kt org.
itu pon ibadat.
*and i'm excellent in it*
agaga..
=P
jd nk wat ibadat ni xperlu masa yg tetap.
anytime but not anywhere.
haha.
klau ye pon nk zikir,cari laa tmpt yg sesuai.
rite?
malah,ulgkaji pon ibadat.
i'm hv read something.
"...sesuatu yg baik itu dikira sebagai ibadat"
so,mari laaa kita mengejar ke arah kebaikan.
and Ya Allah..
jauhi laa aku drpd hasutan syaitan yg akan membawaku kembali ke lembah yg hina.
insyaAllah.
;)

yeah.
da 3 bln ku single.
and,what can i say?
maintain kn single ini.
ngee~
lgpon,lom tiba masa nya lg.
i'm serious in loving someone.
so,serah kn cinta ini kpd yg pling berhak.
rite?
;D
i'm happy now.
mereka sentiasa ade utk ku.
aicewah!